Darkness is not Always Bad

Darkness has negative denotation and we also give it negative connotation too. But look at it, feel it, what else on earth could be more beautiful than this overwhelming night. It touches my heart and its beauty run in my veins, my soul went with the flow of this darkness. 
More it is darker more you will enjoy the twinkling stars and the romantic moon.
Ah I am in LOVE… but not in that love in which most of you fall, but in that which falls into me …

My Tears…

The salty water of heart

The beats of emotions rolling on face

The pupils of eye swim in the ocean of desires

Raining eyes

The fountain of pain

I LOVE…

I love autumn leaves

I love cold breeze

I love rain drops

I love snow fall

And I love all independent things

Even I don’t want to be dependent on myself.

WHY YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND?

Why you do not understand

My question beneath my question

My sadness beneath my happiness

My insolence beneath my respect

My refusal beneath my acceptance 

Why you do not understand

My emotions beyond our relation

My love beyond our religion

My heart beyond our region

My feelings beyond our reputation

Why you do not understand

A girl behind your sister

A girl behind your daughter

A woman behind your wife

A woman behind your mother

Why you do not understand

Why…

WHO ARE YOU OF MINE?

I am shouting, and you are listening as I am singing

I am weeping, and you are enjoying as the first drop of rain after a long draft

I am screaming in anger, and you are laughing on the top of your voice

I am counting my last breath, and your breath is at its peak

I am closing my eyes slowly, and you are forgetting to blink your eyes.

I am confused. Who are you of mine?

I Miss You

I miss you because I miss myself

I miss you because I miss my smile

I miss you because I miss my happiness

I miss you because I could see my beauty in your eyes

I miss you because I could feel my importance in your life

I miss you because I could enjoy the melodic beats of your heart

I miss you because I could through my sorrows on your shoulders

I miss you for our beautiful life I miss you, I miss us

Let’s Be One Forever!

Let’s Be One Forever!

When I felt your love

I saw bluebells erupting from Snowy Mountain

I heard cooing pigeons in desert

I smelled aroma of tulips in winter

I enjoyed all sorrows of life

When I noticed your mysterious gaze

I saw engaging magnetism

I felt divine spell of love

I ignored all restriction

I believe in our relation

When you call me, lily of my valley

I felt myself in seventh heaven

I forgot the norms of my Mom

I absorbed the pain of love

I accept the charismatic boon of God

When my days start to begin with you

I embraced all the happiness of the world

I considered myself the luckiest being on Earth

I let you fall into me forever

I love you for now, for then and for all

Oh My Dear!

Oh my dear! Fear is not fair,

To feel my love, just try to get near.

The beats of my heart,

Please try to hear.

I don’t need much from you,

Just give me a teddy bear.

Getting the true love,

In today’s world is rare.

If you are frustrated,

Just take a can of beer.

Those staring Engle’s eyes,

Attract the two hearts to make a pair.

I Want You and You Need Me!

I never want to be your need.

I never want you to be my need.

I want to be your want.

I want you.

I want you to want me too.

I want, we want each other.

But the enigma is that we need each other like everyone else.

So it is better that you should have your life with your needs and I have mine.

When they said Mom was NO-MORE

My heart stop beating

My eyes cease blinking

My brain lost ability of thinking

My life start to shrinking

My body felt threshold of hunted feelings

My face was burning

My hands were trembling

My sweat and tears were mingling

That span of second,

Tore my life into painful grief

My heart came to my throat 

My veins run out of blood

My chest heaved rapidly

My hair stand against my sink

When I opened my eyes

My world was fallen apart

I was all alone in darkness

I was petrified

I was crying on my fate

I was shouting on myself

Hey you, say it is not true

Please say it is not true…

You are my strength, you are my weakness!

The divine force of love,

Jostle my heart, under the centuries old Peepal tree

The Orkut hanging from the old Peepal,

Murmured the love songs in my ear

The annoying sounds of bats,

Turned into the rhythmic magical music of love

The waves on the sea start to dance,

The lotuses in the water enhance the beauty of the love world

The falling leaves were grieving for broken hearts

None was there, but I was not alone

My soul was arresting itself in your dreams

I saw you in the beauty of the universe

The sound of my breath was mingling with the music of the love

And I was dissolving into the world of melodies

I felt my soul for a first time

Which healed all my wounds, my sorrows, and my pains

I wondered, but not shocked

I saw the transformation of sadness into happiness

Or maybe

I lost my ability to distinguished between sadness and happiness

I was empty, but having many thoughts in my mind

All the day long

I was searching the answer for right and wrong

The things my mom told me wrong seems right to me

The things I thought wrong seems right to me

The things I was taught wrong seems right to me

I felt everything right, but many things were wrong

I have never missed anyone like this before

My love, my heart, my life

I missed you a lot

I considered my love unconditional, but I was selfish

At the end

I came up with an answer

This world is quite simple, but difficult to understand

If You Want... Then You Need!

If you want to reborn

First you have to die

If you want to make a rule

First you have to break the rule

If you want a new love

First you have to kill your lover

If you want to come back

First you have to go away

If you want to have one

First you have to lose all

If you want to have a peace

First you have to stop the war

If you want to win a happiness

First you have to defeat the ego

If you want to see a change

First you have to forget the tradition

If you want to have a light

First you have to lit the light

If you want to see the difference

First you have to make a difference